ALLAH KNOWS BEST!!!

Allah knows what’s best for us. So why should we complain, we always want the sunshine, but Allah knows there must be rain. We always want laughter and the merriment of cheer but our heart will lose their tenderness if we never shed a tear. Allah tests us often with suffering & with sorrow. Allah tests us not to punish us but to help us meet tomorrow. Allah tests us often and every pain. Allah gives us provided we are patient, is followed by rich again. So, whenever we feel that, everything is going wrong, its just Allah’s way, to make our spirit strong.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

~ Bukan SenGaja~

Aku tau..B akan marah bile die bukak n tgk blog aku nnt cuz by this time (9.15pm, Saturday) aku kat Taufik Kopitiam..ngah surfing..huhuhuhuhu..td aku cume btaw b yg aku nak g Billion g cuci2 mata n abeskan duit..aku tau aku dh bohong kat B..tp aku bukan sengaja..semua tu ade sbb..ade sbb nape mlm ni aku beriye2 nak kuar..
Pertamanya...pale aku dh set nk YM ngan B cuz aku rindu sgt kat B.tambhan plak smlm kitorg chat kejap sgt..tbe2 B ckp mgkin die lame kat luar..yelah, aku paham.B bukan sorg2 lg skrg..B berkawan..takkan B nak balik sndiri sdgkan kwn2 die msh d kadai mkn..
yang keduanya...aku nk tgk blog my fren yg dh berubah address tanpa pengetahuan aku tuh..so dtg2 je td aku terus bukak blog aku..(wlupon sbnrnye aku mcm takde mood nk tgk..sakit hati)..aku msh tercarik2 n terpikir2 siapa yg post comment tok aku tuh..ntah laaaaaaaaa..wat mase ni aku memg kene sbr..n telan semuanya..
yang ketiganya..aku tak tahu nape aku takde mood nk kuar mkn ngan family aku..abah bitaw td angah odway balik..abah ajak mkn luar..tp aku takde mood nk join..ape yg aku pikir skrg..aku nk lepak kat cni lame2 n balik terus tdo..marah kat angah??? ntahla..mungkin iye..tp bukan marah sbnrnye..tp jiwa aku yg memberontak..bila ptg td aku kuar ngan alang..mcm2 yg kitorg bincangkan..aku luahkan pe yg aku nak luah..cuz i know alang akan paham..
so kesimpulannya...aku bukan degil n tak dengar ckp B(wlaupon hakikatnya kdg2 memg aku degil..huhuhu..) tp jiwa aku btol2 kacau..n aku kene buat ape yg aku dh plan supaya jiwa aku tak semakin memberontak..maafkan my, B..my bukan tak nak dengar ckp B..tp utk mlm ni saja..my harap B paham keadaan my skrg..plz forgive me..i love u so much B..

1 comment:

Your HubBy said...

Love means not ever having to say you're sorry.


~Nothings Gonna Change mY LOve FoR You~

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever.. oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

My Hubby

My Hubby