~ZikRuLLaH~

Ini ialah kisah puteri Rasulullah(Fatimah Azzahra'), ketika mana beliau berkahwin dengan Ali bin Abi Thalib. Beliau menguruskan rumah tangganya dengan memasak, mengisar gandum sehingga menjadi tepung dan seterusnya membuat roti, sehinggakan tinggal kesan-kesan luka pada tanganya akibat terlalu berat kerja yang dilakukan.'maka pada suatu hari beliau datang berjumpa bapanya (Rasulullah S.A.W)dan mengadu apa yang dialami dan meminta diberikan seorang khadam untuk membantunya dirumah dan nabi berkata:
"Fatimah adalah sebahagian dariku apa yang dialaminya seperti aku yang mengalaminya"
Maka Rasulullah berkata padanya
"mahukah kamu jika aku tunjukkan perkara yang lebih baik dari itu ……..ketika kamu mahu tidur bertasbihlah sebanyak 33 kali,bertahmid 33 kali,dan bertakbirlah 33 kali, sesungguhnya zikrullah tersebut lebih baik bagimu dari seorang khadam "
apa yang dimaksudkan Rasulullah ialah zikrullah memberimu kekuatan jiwa dan membantumu menanggung segala penderitaan hidup dan Allah akan senantiasa bersamamu.Oleh itu, marilah kita bangun membina kekuatan dalam diri supaya dapat menempuh cabaran sebagai seorang hambaNya.

~SuKan KoMuniTi Dun PeRmaTanG~

Ni lah akibatnya bila dh lame tak main bola jaring..sakit semua badan2 aku..huhuhu..kat tengkuk..kat belakang(yg ni memg kene langgar ngan player Raja Musa..mane de org rebut bola tu dtg dr belakang..tu dh body contact namanya..bengong!!rase nk naik gak siku aku td..bengang tol!!)..yg paling sakit kat belakang lutut aku..tak tau mcm mane leh kena..nk kate jatuh takde pon..terlebih kangkang agknye..wawawawawawawa..aduhhhhhh..nk wat tdo pon tak leh..baring je pandang siling..bosan aku!!
tp kira ok la kan..last2 minute punye player pon (plus takde training) kitorg still leh dapat top4 dr 12 team yg join..main liga (pastu amek yg johan kumpulan je) ..bile dh top4 tu main liga lg..kitorg menang sekali jerk!!huhuhu..2nd game memg sakit hati maen..3rd game tu moral dh down msg2..tp still leh beat ngan team tu..kitorg kalah 3-4..arggghhhhhh..geramnya.....sket lg nk score sebijik lg mase lak abes..ermm..bukan rezki kitorg ar...
bile dh abes main..dh balik umah..dh mandi2..barulah rase sakit2 semua bdn aku neh..huhuhuhu..mak tolongggggggggggg picitkan..huhuhuhu..sok sekolah lak tu..rase nk MC jerk..

Bola..Bola..Bola..

EPL dh mula..huhuhu..tp tak baper nk syok..B takde kt cni..takleh nk gaduh2..hahahaha..

Kelantan Vs Selangor[1:1][25/04/09][TM Malaysia FA Cup 2009 Final]

~ so tOuchinG ~

10th grade

as I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

11th grade

the phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Senior year

the day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if either of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn’t think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Graduation Day

a day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "You’re my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!” She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Funeral

Years passed; I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend".At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:"I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

I wish I did too…I thought to my self, and I cried.I Love U…I Love U…I Love U…I Love U…

~ aKu BelaJaR seSuaTu ~

Dan aku belajar sesuatu..bahawa hidup kita ini takkan jumpa org yg sama..sebab tu..walau mcm mana kita belajar dr kesilapan lalu..kita pasti akan lakukan jua kesilapan di masa akan datang..kerana setiap dr kita dilahirkan berbeza..dan kita hanya manusia biasa..

~ DuLu & SeKaRang ~

Pagi ni..aku kene pegi bengkel tok pemantapan ICTL sekolah kat pangkor..aku baru siap pack barang..tp hati aku tak bape nk best..malam td susah nak tdo..every hour aku terjaga & terus terpikir sesuatu..bangun plak tgk2 cuaca tak baper nk baek..gloomy je..sesuram hati aku sekarang..
teruk sgt ke aku ni??? aku betul2 rasa nak nangis..aku tak tau nape..setiap kali dtg perasaan mcm ni aku akan teringat keadaan dulu..n aku mula terfikir..dr dulu smpai la sekarang..aku melalui benda yg sama..bukan aku tak pernah belajar dr masa lalu..tp ianya tetap takkan sama..cara kita di layan dan melayan...terluka dan melukakan..
dan aku mula jd takut pd kehidupan aku sendiri..takot pada setiap apa yg bakal aku lakukan dan kata2 yg akan aku keluarkan..
kenapa perasaan itu terlalu sukar untuk aku usir ketika ini...